ME
The following sentence is a japanese proverb which i totally agree with.." Time spent laughing is time spent with the gods."
explains alot about me huh... heehee
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
juz some random thoughts
yay! back fr my mini sports day.. went to play bball w the 54 gang.. aft tt they play takraw. its the first time i played takraw! so fun! but i suck at it. den kena a bruise at my ankle cos i always aim wrong place.. whahaaahh. den aft tt on my way back to my blk saw js they all playin vball. so played vball all the way until 2am.. shiok ar!
random thought 1:
i dun like to play vball w ppl hu do not enjoy playin vball. meanin tt they play juz cos ppl ask them to n not because they want to. its damn boring and irritatin to play w them. becuase they will juz 随便随便 hit den the ball will juz anyhow fly den hve to keep pickin the ball. aft a while it juz gets boring n tiring fr runnin aft the ball. n i dun learn much fr tt. n its oso a waste of time. n its esp irritatin when it comes fr someone whom u know can play but is juz being bo chup.
random thought 2:
i like to listen to the things my coach has to say about life in general, tho he tend to be a little longwinded sometimes.
tt day, he was juz sayin tt sometimes it is gd to quit at ur peak. he said he would like to die fr a sudden death tt takes his life away in a short time n not fr some disease tt will slowly eat him away. cos he want ppl to rmb him as the healthy person he is n not someone helpless n pitiful that is bedridden or sth lidat.
he also gave another example, Michael Jordan. He first left the NBA scene with great acheivements, having everyone remember him and tokg abt how great he was. but he had to return to ruin the gd image ppl had of him and now nobody toks abt how great he was anymore. so maybe sometimes its gd to quit when u are at ur peak..
random thought 2.5:
as u can see fr the number, it is a continuation of the previous random thought. hahaha.
hm was juz tinkg, ya fr an outsider's pt of view, it is obvious tt u shld quit at ur peak cos u give them only the gd image to keep so why not.. but if u are the person deciding whether to quit den not.. maybe the choice is no longer so apparent and obvious. How do u know tt this is ur peak?? wouldn't u want to continue giving ur best and reachin for greater heights? if u continue would u be able to do even better? n if u quit now, u'l nv know the ans.
hm maybe 旁观者清.. also learnt this phenomenon in social psych.. its called hindsight bias. its the way our impression of how we acted or would have acted changes when we learn the outcome of an event. and it usually occurs when people make a judgment or choice and are later asked to recall their judgment.so for example, if u buy some shares now. den the price of those shares started rising.. den u decide to keep them for now. den suddenly it drops n u lose some money. den when u tink back, u would be tinkg 'tt time when the share price at the top tt time shld hve sold it la..' but how would u know at tt time tt the share price would suddenly drop?!?
random thought 3:
should i cut my hair short or juz trim? whahahaha. was juz looking through my pics n realised i've actually tried out q afew hairstyles le. fr really short to ah beng floppy haistyle to shoulder length girlie hairstyle to long-n-can-tie-up hairstyle. (i tink i'l be postin some pics up soon.. inside got me in my diff hairstyles..can see the diff hairstyles n oso the diff timeframes.. haha) so now how?? personally i wanna cut it short la.. the really short type.. but i oso not so daring now le.. n everyone askin me not to cut oso.. haiz.. fan nao.. last time i wont even bother abt wat ppl say lo.. sianz. any comments?? hahha
random thought 4:
every now n then, wat kiat said would pop up in my mind. he said,"now u so close to so many guy frens but how many would u actually keep in touch with in the future? aft u get a bf or a husband n start a family u tink u'l still be mtg up w ur guy frens tt u hve now?" hm toked to xinli abt tt before oso.. but forgot wat was the conclusion tt we came to in the end.. tink we digressed to some other thing in the end.. whahaahh. anyways sometimes i really do wonder y do i actually bother being such good frens w guys since they are gona disappear fr my life next time.. especially guys hu are attached, since the most u can be would be his best fren or best bud, which will also fade n disappear w time..
but everytime i tink up to this pt i'd feel sianz of tinkg abt it n juz heck it cos i cant control wat will happen in the future anyway n wat kiat say might not be true. there is always a chance tt they will really be my good frens for life. and hu cares abt the future if u are doin wat u really wanna do and enjoy doin now. at least u wont hve any regrets. i really enjoy hangin out w those guy frens so hu cares!
random thought 4.5:
again, haahaah this is a continuation of my previous random thought.
i dun only hang out w guys. i do hang out w girls too! but this sem lesser la.. cos xinli overseas! n this sem q a busy sem so cant really find time to meet up w the nus peeps. den vball trngs oso lessen.. so meet my teammates less this sem oso..
hangin out w guys n hangin out w girls really differs. the things we do, the things we tok abt, blah blah..
i like hangin out w the 54 gang cos they dun remind me tt i'm a girl n they are guys n tt we are diff n girls are lousier at some stuff n they cannot do some stuff n stuff lidat..generally they dun treat guys n girls differently. they juz treat everyone like guys. hahaa i like tt cos its fun to hang out w guys the guy's way sometimes and if i wanna hang out the girl's way i wont go look for u guys oso rite! i'l juz go find my girl frens la!
hangin out w the 55 ppl oso fun. tho its a diff kind of fun. maybe cos i know them in different contexts. the 54 gang is also my mae gang. i go lecs n tuts w them we try to plan our classes tgt n stuff. the 55 gang is the ppl whom i spend time w when i'm not i'm not in sch n not at hme. so different ba..
hangin out w girls oso fun!!! haahaah cos we can tok abt anyt under the sun n they'l auto understand wat i'm tokg abt.. haaha n i can be super crazy n they'l be crazy w me. n there are juz some stuff tt u'l enjoy doin more w girls.. haaha like shoppin etc..
hm actually maybe its fun to hang out in a mixed grp, but the ratio muz be roughly 1:1 la.. lidat den fun! but in my life now, it seems like the possibility of being in such a grp like q small lei! WHAHAAH. i tink i q kok now.
ok la. i tink way too much.. haaha like i said.. juz some random thoughts tt were or are runnin thru my head la.. WHAHAAH so aft u read juz forget wat i juz said. or tink abt it but dun rmb tt its fr me. whaaah if not i'l feel like i q kok tt u know tt i tink of such kok stuff. n some stuff i oso dun really know wat i tokg abt.. esp the last random thought.. hahahahah
random thought 1:
i dun like to play vball w ppl hu do not enjoy playin vball. meanin tt they play juz cos ppl ask them to n not because they want to. its damn boring and irritatin to play w them. becuase they will juz 随便随便 hit den the ball will juz anyhow fly den hve to keep pickin the ball. aft a while it juz gets boring n tiring fr runnin aft the ball. n i dun learn much fr tt. n its oso a waste of time. n its esp irritatin when it comes fr someone whom u know can play but is juz being bo chup.
random thought 2:
i like to listen to the things my coach has to say about life in general, tho he tend to be a little longwinded sometimes.
tt day, he was juz sayin tt sometimes it is gd to quit at ur peak. he said he would like to die fr a sudden death tt takes his life away in a short time n not fr some disease tt will slowly eat him away. cos he want ppl to rmb him as the healthy person he is n not someone helpless n pitiful that is bedridden or sth lidat.
he also gave another example, Michael Jordan. He first left the NBA scene with great acheivements, having everyone remember him and tokg abt how great he was. but he had to return to ruin the gd image ppl had of him and now nobody toks abt how great he was anymore. so maybe sometimes its gd to quit when u are at ur peak..
random thought 2.5:
as u can see fr the number, it is a continuation of the previous random thought. hahaha.
hm was juz tinkg, ya fr an outsider's pt of view, it is obvious tt u shld quit at ur peak cos u give them only the gd image to keep so why not.. but if u are the person deciding whether to quit den not.. maybe the choice is no longer so apparent and obvious. How do u know tt this is ur peak?? wouldn't u want to continue giving ur best and reachin for greater heights? if u continue would u be able to do even better? n if u quit now, u'l nv know the ans.
hm maybe 旁观者清.. also learnt this phenomenon in social psych.. its called hindsight bias. its the way our impression of how we acted or would have acted changes when we learn the outcome of an event. and it usually occurs when people make a judgment or choice and are later asked to recall their judgment.so for example, if u buy some shares now. den the price of those shares started rising.. den u decide to keep them for now. den suddenly it drops n u lose some money. den when u tink back, u would be tinkg 'tt time when the share price at the top tt time shld hve sold it la..' but how would u know at tt time tt the share price would suddenly drop?!?
random thought 3:
should i cut my hair short or juz trim? whahahaha. was juz looking through my pics n realised i've actually tried out q afew hairstyles le. fr really short to ah beng floppy haistyle to shoulder length girlie hairstyle to long-n-can-tie-up hairstyle. (i tink i'l be postin some pics up soon.. inside got me in my diff hairstyles..can see the diff hairstyles n oso the diff timeframes.. haha) so now how?? personally i wanna cut it short la.. the really short type.. but i oso not so daring now le.. n everyone askin me not to cut oso.. haiz.. fan nao.. last time i wont even bother abt wat ppl say lo.. sianz. any comments?? hahha
random thought 4:
every now n then, wat kiat said would pop up in my mind. he said,"now u so close to so many guy frens but how many would u actually keep in touch with in the future? aft u get a bf or a husband n start a family u tink u'l still be mtg up w ur guy frens tt u hve now?" hm toked to xinli abt tt before oso.. but forgot wat was the conclusion tt we came to in the end.. tink we digressed to some other thing in the end.. whahaahh. anyways sometimes i really do wonder y do i actually bother being such good frens w guys since they are gona disappear fr my life next time.. especially guys hu are attached, since the most u can be would be his best fren or best bud, which will also fade n disappear w time..
but everytime i tink up to this pt i'd feel sianz of tinkg abt it n juz heck it cos i cant control wat will happen in the future anyway n wat kiat say might not be true. there is always a chance tt they will really be my good frens for life. and hu cares abt the future if u are doin wat u really wanna do and enjoy doin now. at least u wont hve any regrets. i really enjoy hangin out w those guy frens so hu cares!
random thought 4.5:
again, haahaah this is a continuation of my previous random thought.
i dun only hang out w guys. i do hang out w girls too! but this sem lesser la.. cos xinli overseas! n this sem q a busy sem so cant really find time to meet up w the nus peeps. den vball trngs oso lessen.. so meet my teammates less this sem oso..
hangin out w guys n hangin out w girls really differs. the things we do, the things we tok abt, blah blah..
i like hangin out w the 54 gang cos they dun remind me tt i'm a girl n they are guys n tt we are diff n girls are lousier at some stuff n they cannot do some stuff n stuff lidat..generally they dun treat guys n girls differently. they juz treat everyone like guys. hahaa i like tt cos its fun to hang out w guys the guy's way sometimes and if i wanna hang out the girl's way i wont go look for u guys oso rite! i'l juz go find my girl frens la!
hangin out w the 55 ppl oso fun. tho its a diff kind of fun. maybe cos i know them in different contexts. the 54 gang is also my mae gang. i go lecs n tuts w them we try to plan our classes tgt n stuff. the 55 gang is the ppl whom i spend time w when i'm not i'm not in sch n not at hme. so different ba..
hangin out w girls oso fun!!! haahaah cos we can tok abt anyt under the sun n they'l auto understand wat i'm tokg abt.. haaha n i can be super crazy n they'l be crazy w me. n there are juz some stuff tt u'l enjoy doin more w girls.. haaha like shoppin etc..
hm actually maybe its fun to hang out in a mixed grp, but the ratio muz be roughly 1:1 la.. lidat den fun! but in my life now, it seems like the possibility of being in such a grp like q small lei! WHAHAAH. i tink i q kok now.
ok la. i tink way too much.. haaha like i said.. juz some random thoughts tt were or are runnin thru my head la.. WHAHAAH so aft u read juz forget wat i juz said. or tink abt it but dun rmb tt its fr me. whaaah if not i'l feel like i q kok tt u know tt i tink of such kok stuff. n some stuff i oso dun really know wat i tokg abt.. esp the last random thought.. hahahahah
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