ME
The following sentence is a japanese proverb which i totally agree with.." Time spent laughing is time spent with the gods."
explains alot about me huh... heehee
Monday, September 25, 2006
Back!!
Yay! back aft not blogging for so long! got miss me not?? hahaha kok....
hm anw so much happened. back fr US for arnd 6 weeks le. din manage to update the last part of my trip but guess the only few ppl hu read this blog would already hve already heard abt it fr me.. whahah but time really pass so fast! it feels like it was juz ystd tt i was preparing to go US! and now when i read xinli's blog it nostalgic cos i see those pictures and places all over again! haahahah n we both took a pic of the hse on top of russian hill tho it was not one of the main attraction cos it was juz too pretty! hahaha so farny..
Haiz.. sch has been hectic every since the first day... literally the first day of sch leh.. i had classes on the day i landed... n i had to go for it cos if i dun i'l have to go for make-up.. which is even more sian.. n life has been q sucky oso.. hm ok la.. not exactly sucky.. juz tt it hasn't been nice..
hm tink i too long nv go make new frens le.. i tink i forgot how to make frens le leh.. how?!? i feel tt i'm too comfortable with the frens i already have now for too long le.. there would be no prob if these frens all still remain as frens but i realised tt the situation now is tt i am losing frens but yet i hve none coming in! ...... hahahah sounds like cash flow.... only cash out... zero cash in... lidat means one day will bankrupt!!
haiz.. but seriously.. i'm starting to doubt the saying tt distance and time will not affect true frenship. (whahaahaha xinli n germy i not refering to u all. so dun tink too much.) i mean the sayin is true in some cases la.. but there are also exceptional cases.. hm.. but den again.. maybe its my atitude towards life.. i'm not someone hu would take the initiative to get to know ppl better n to maintian a relationship tho i would really like to keep the frenship.. maybe tt's y.. i lack initiative man! someone help me!! hm.. time to tink abt it.. haha
hahaha anw y i suddenly tok abt such boring life philosopy stuff??? cos alot of my frens are either goin overseas or are overseas.. lets not tok abt yap xinli and germy toh.. u guys are exceptional cases.. hm.. like my sis.. she'l be flying off to London on wed. din tink i'd miss her tt much until recently. was tinkg anw i oso dun see her often when she's in spore.. but den as it gets closer to the day she's leaving, the more i realise tt tho i dun see her often, at least i know tt she's nearby n she's there whenever i need help or need someone to tok to or get advice fr.. haiz so i tink i'm gona miss her aft all.. but guess w all that technology now, its q easy to get connected w her tho she's so far away!
hm actually my sis goin overseas still not so bad.. cos at least i know tt when she's back, we'l still be close as before. Hm i've this fren fr hall hu's goin for exchange next sem. Its his final sem le so aft he come back i oso dunno if i'l still get to meet up w him. N i feel kinda sad tt he's goin for exchange tho i know i shld be happy for him. in fact, i had encouraged him to go apply for it tt time cos i really tink it'l be a really gd experience. But when he told me tt he got it i could not help but feel a little sad. but i guess its a gd thing tt i actually feel sad cos it means tt it bothers me tt we might not hve much time tgt anymore. ya.. cos i'm starting to feel that all the frens i make aft JC are frens tt will not last. so i've kinda accepted the fact tt one day we'l all part. so when they do leave, i no longer feel sad tt i've 'lost' a fren. but since i feel sad this time means i've actually made new frens tt i am bothered w aft JC rite?? hm.. ok i tink u all muz be lost already.. hahaha nvm.. maybe i'm not making sense.. maybe i am.. i oso dunno.. hhaha
hm.. alot of my AC guy frens hve also gone overseas recently.. argh!! haah ok enough about ppl goin overseas.. if not i'l really come to a conclusion tt everyone is overseas n soon i'l be frenless! haahah
anw,i itnk i'm a perfectionist and a commitmentphobic. n having these 2 traits tgt leads to my super indecisiveness! hahahahh. i tink its cos i always want the best deal (cos i'm a perfectionist, so everyt has to be the best.. and not go wrong) and so i'l always want to look out and wait for better deals and then compare n weigh the options before i make a decision. Guess its gd to do tt in moderation.. but not excessively (which i tink its my case)!! because i tink sometimes i wait too long n in the end, i'l lose the gd deals i had.. maybe its ok to make mistakes sometimes. hm... ok sounds abstract.. tink i'm juz in a super reflective mood tonight. hahah
hm this sem the grp of ppl i hang out w changed q abit. half the gang i go to sch w is on attachment now. n this guy came back fr exchange so got addition n subtraction to the grp la.. in hall oso got addition n subtraction.. vball oso.. wa. tdy is a mathemaical day sia... first got cash flow.. now got addition n subtraction.. hahaha
hm n actually, i still a little sianz abt not being able to get into the IVP team. Cos i'm starting to realise tt no matter how much i improve, i can nv reach the level of the ppl i'm playin w now cos i lack the fundamental techniques.. sounds so demoralising rite.. but nvm! i'm gona train even harder and aim to not be a benchwarmer in the next open tournament( which is in a year's time)! 等着瞧吧! whahhah
ok enough of moody stuffs! its mid term break!! got one week to catch up w sch work! hahah wanted to cut my hair this hols but in teh end decided not to cos i got a presentatino n interview coming up.. n its easier to hve long hair n juz tie it up to look presentable rather than to hve short hair n having to style it to look presentable. hahha so i decided to cut aft the interview n presentation.. hahaha so kok rite.. n anw i learnt how to use chopsticks to tie hair le!! so exciting!! hahahah n i got a bluetooth adapter for my comp! actually its my bday gift fr my sis! she saw tt i got bluetooth on my phone n none on my comp so she decided to get me one so i can transfer my stuff arnd.. so sweet rite.. give her a kiss! muackz!
hahha ok la. tok so much le. hope i din bore u all to death w my first 'back again' post! shall update again! hopefully with a more cheerful note! muahahha =)
P.S. hhahaha i tink i gona do a pic collage of all my frens.. hahaa muz write here so tt i'l do it cos got ppl know tt i gona do le so muz do.. whahhahahaha so i do le den i post here.. whahahah
hm anw so much happened. back fr US for arnd 6 weeks le. din manage to update the last part of my trip but guess the only few ppl hu read this blog would already hve already heard abt it fr me.. whahah but time really pass so fast! it feels like it was juz ystd tt i was preparing to go US! and now when i read xinli's blog it nostalgic cos i see those pictures and places all over again! haahahah n we both took a pic of the hse on top of russian hill tho it was not one of the main attraction cos it was juz too pretty! hahaha so farny..
Haiz.. sch has been hectic every since the first day... literally the first day of sch leh.. i had classes on the day i landed... n i had to go for it cos if i dun i'l have to go for make-up.. which is even more sian.. n life has been q sucky oso.. hm ok la.. not exactly sucky.. juz tt it hasn't been nice..
hm tink i too long nv go make new frens le.. i tink i forgot how to make frens le leh.. how?!? i feel tt i'm too comfortable with the frens i already have now for too long le.. there would be no prob if these frens all still remain as frens but i realised tt the situation now is tt i am losing frens but yet i hve none coming in! ...... hahahah sounds like cash flow.... only cash out... zero cash in... lidat means one day will bankrupt!!
haiz.. but seriously.. i'm starting to doubt the saying tt distance and time will not affect true frenship. (whahaahaha xinli n germy i not refering to u all. so dun tink too much.) i mean the sayin is true in some cases la.. but there are also exceptional cases.. hm.. but den again.. maybe its my atitude towards life.. i'm not someone hu would take the initiative to get to know ppl better n to maintian a relationship tho i would really like to keep the frenship.. maybe tt's y.. i lack initiative man! someone help me!! hm.. time to tink abt it.. haha
hahaha anw y i suddenly tok abt such boring life philosopy stuff??? cos alot of my frens are either goin overseas or are overseas.. lets not tok abt yap xinli and germy toh.. u guys are exceptional cases.. hm.. like my sis.. she'l be flying off to London on wed. din tink i'd miss her tt much until recently. was tinkg anw i oso dun see her often when she's in spore.. but den as it gets closer to the day she's leaving, the more i realise tt tho i dun see her often, at least i know tt she's nearby n she's there whenever i need help or need someone to tok to or get advice fr.. haiz so i tink i'm gona miss her aft all.. but guess w all that technology now, its q easy to get connected w her tho she's so far away!
hm actually my sis goin overseas still not so bad.. cos at least i know tt when she's back, we'l still be close as before. Hm i've this fren fr hall hu's goin for exchange next sem. Its his final sem le so aft he come back i oso dunno if i'l still get to meet up w him. N i feel kinda sad tt he's goin for exchange tho i know i shld be happy for him. in fact, i had encouraged him to go apply for it tt time cos i really tink it'l be a really gd experience. But when he told me tt he got it i could not help but feel a little sad. but i guess its a gd thing tt i actually feel sad cos it means tt it bothers me tt we might not hve much time tgt anymore. ya.. cos i'm starting to feel that all the frens i make aft JC are frens tt will not last. so i've kinda accepted the fact tt one day we'l all part. so when they do leave, i no longer feel sad tt i've 'lost' a fren. but since i feel sad this time means i've actually made new frens tt i am bothered w aft JC rite?? hm.. ok i tink u all muz be lost already.. hahaha nvm.. maybe i'm not making sense.. maybe i am.. i oso dunno.. hhaha
hm.. alot of my AC guy frens hve also gone overseas recently.. argh!! haah ok enough about ppl goin overseas.. if not i'l really come to a conclusion tt everyone is overseas n soon i'l be frenless! haahah
anw,i itnk i'm a perfectionist and a commitmentphobic. n having these 2 traits tgt leads to my super indecisiveness! hahahahh. i tink its cos i always want the best deal (cos i'm a perfectionist, so everyt has to be the best.. and not go wrong) and so i'l always want to look out and wait for better deals and then compare n weigh the options before i make a decision. Guess its gd to do tt in moderation.. but not excessively (which i tink its my case)!! because i tink sometimes i wait too long n in the end, i'l lose the gd deals i had.. maybe its ok to make mistakes sometimes. hm... ok sounds abstract.. tink i'm juz in a super reflective mood tonight. hahah
hm this sem the grp of ppl i hang out w changed q abit. half the gang i go to sch w is on attachment now. n this guy came back fr exchange so got addition n subtraction to the grp la.. in hall oso got addition n subtraction.. vball oso.. wa. tdy is a mathemaical day sia... first got cash flow.. now got addition n subtraction.. hahaha
hm n actually, i still a little sianz abt not being able to get into the IVP team. Cos i'm starting to realise tt no matter how much i improve, i can nv reach the level of the ppl i'm playin w now cos i lack the fundamental techniques.. sounds so demoralising rite.. but nvm! i'm gona train even harder and aim to not be a benchwarmer in the next open tournament( which is in a year's time)! 等着瞧吧! whahhah
ok enough of moody stuffs! its mid term break!! got one week to catch up w sch work! hahah wanted to cut my hair this hols but in teh end decided not to cos i got a presentatino n interview coming up.. n its easier to hve long hair n juz tie it up to look presentable rather than to hve short hair n having to style it to look presentable. hahha so i decided to cut aft the interview n presentation.. hahaha so kok rite.. n anw i learnt how to use chopsticks to tie hair le!! so exciting!! hahahah n i got a bluetooth adapter for my comp! actually its my bday gift fr my sis! she saw tt i got bluetooth on my phone n none on my comp so she decided to get me one so i can transfer my stuff arnd.. so sweet rite.. give her a kiss! muackz!
hahha ok la. tok so much le. hope i din bore u all to death w my first 'back again' post! shall update again! hopefully with a more cheerful note! muahahha =)
P.S. hhahaha i tink i gona do a pic collage of all my frens.. hahaa muz write here so tt i'l do it cos got ppl know tt i gona do le so muz do.. whahhahahaha so i do le den i post here.. whahahah
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And all your frens will read them.
But all tt's gona matter is tt little dash between them.
- Kevin Welch