its 11am n i'm supposed to be in class... supposed to go for a tutorial at 930am.. i set my alarm at 9.. den i turned it off n nua on my bed. den aft wat seems like awhile (arnd 905am fr wat i saw), i jumoed up n go bathe. rush rush rush.. pack pack pack.. until i picked up my handphone ready to leave den i saw... its actually 1030am le! so actually it was 1005am tt i saw... -_- damn sianz la! relly wanted to go for this tut cos the tutor not bad n i v long nv go le. den somemore the tutor mark me le cos i din go for alot of times. den tt time i went he said 'wa! u finally here.' so i told him tt this tut class too early so i've been attending other slots. den he warned me to be careful cos next time workin tt time will be all so early. haiz.. but aft tt i still nv turn up for his class.. he muz be tinkg i nv heed his advice.. aiyo but i really wanna go one! chuiz.. hope he dun fail my assignment cos of this... choi choi!
haiz yatd was damn pissed off by this proj grpmate of mine. haiz dunno y got such ppl arnd one. tok until like damn zai, act until like do alot of work but actually nv do anyt at all.. he was supposed to do this part of the calculations w me but he nv do.. den he act like he got do.. he still dare to take mine to go copy n still say "你做了给我们copy lo." wat a f***er. PUI! anw tt's not the pt. pt is.. cos i was so pissed i changed my nick.. n my nick muz be radiating some kind of vibe cos alot of ppl could see tt i was pissed.. actually tink abt it.. it was q obvious. hahaaa anw q a few of my frens msged me to ask me y i so pissed. n aft tokg abt it i felt one million times better. thx to all!!
anw tt's juz an expression of appreciation.. hahah haven get to the pt yet.. (so lor sor rite..) i realised some ppl can cheer me up better than some others. so i was tryin to observe wat they said n did so tt i can learn.. cos i really suck at cheering ppl up.. or comforting ppl.. or appeasing ppl.. or anyt lidat.. i'l always be lost for words. n if i tok, it'l be rubbish or sometimes even stuff tt'l make the person feel worse. i suck. so usually all i do is to juz stay by the person's side n be lost.. hm been tryin to improve myself in tt aspect since secondary sch.. but still not gd at it.. cos its diff for every person n every situation..nvm.. maybe one day i'l be enlightened. so anyone got any pointers muz share ar! hahhah
anw juz sth i feel like sayin.. haahaa i feel v lucky to be frens w joy n pj. hm in fact i tink all of their frens shld feel lucky cos they really care for their frens. They are v sincere n straightforward. they are frens whom u can depend on when u need some support. they are frens hu care n bother abt u. n tho they dun show it all the time n explicitly, they express their care n concern in subtle ways. and i really appreciate that very much. thank you! (tho i dun tink they'l be readin this.. muahaahah)
haaaha havin said tt, i pity xinli germy jing n all my frens cos i'm really not a v gd fren. usu all i can do is to lend u guys a listenin ear (so grab it if u need one! whahahah) and help out in whatever ways i can! n juz to let all my frens know tt i do care ya(anw again, i dun tink all of them will be readin this.), tho i may be juz tokg kok to u or juz sittin beside u quiet when u need some cheering up or comforting. on the outside it may seems like i'm juz there cos i feel tt i shld be there, sittin or juz crappin.. but actually i'm there cos i want to be n tt in my mind i'm desperately tryin to find ways n means to cheer u up or comfort u. haaha ok la.. dunno if u all know wat i'm tokg abt oso.. my angmoh not gd. anw i juz feel like sayin only.. haaha no other intentions. (can see i'm gettin more n more lor sor...)
ok la. q a crappy post. but its fr the bottom of my heart.