had beef stew for supper with swan juz now! i slow-cooked it myself! nice! even ww say its nice oso! his cookin v zai one! so he say nice muz be not bad. whaaahaah. aft tt had tang yuan in peanut soup as dessert for my supper.

js jioed 55 tangyuan fiesta for supper. n so coincidentally swan n me were goin to cook tangyuan too so we decided to combine power. in the end cooked 50 tang yuans all tgt. super alot rite! but got like super alot of ppl eatin so was ok. was fun! thx to js for organising, buyin, cookin n washin up! WHAHAHAHA

aft eatin they decided to play w sparklers. they lighted the sparklers n started throwing them at the tree in the middle of our block. den some will make wish den throw. den compete see hu can throw the sparklers to the highest pt on the tree. Most of the sparklers hit the branches, couldn't stay on n fall to the ground. But when they do hit n stay on the tree, the sight is juz worth the numerous tries n effort. It felt juz like christmas had arrived early this yr! wow. the sparklers were like the lights on a christmas tree, juz 100 times nicer! ohh! its like twinkling stars on a tree!! superbly splendid.

is it true tt the busier one gets, the less he or she honours the promises they make to others? maybe cos these promises seem so trivial as compard to the things they hve on hand now.. or are they?

personally, i tink its selfishness n self-centredness at work here. u get so caught up at doing ur own things tt u dun bother to look arnd to see wat others hve done or are tryin to do for u. n all u see is urself being so busy n ppl arnd u are juz plannin stuff tt's gona take up more of ur precious time. naturally, aft some time ppl will place u out of the equation which would den make u feel tt they dun include u in their activities n u feel angry w them and blah blah blah..

time to wake up babe! take some time to look arnd u. set ur priorities rite. n if u cant honour ur promises den dun make it in the first place.


but den again, sometimes it is hard to take a step back to look at things when u are really caught up in too much stuff. especially when u are suffocating inside.

so i guess tt's wat the ppl arnd u are for! to pull u back to reality fr tt downward spiral.


hm havin said all of tt, i tink i'm guilty of tt at times too. the next time i do tt, dun hesitate to give me a kick in the ass n a punch in the face! dun worry. i promise i will try not to retaliate. whahhaha

yums! juz finished my delicious dinner!

got 猪脚醋, rice with meatloaf, steam egg and tofu, green bean soup and still got an apple! hm ok maybe it doesn't look so yummy in this pic. hahah show u another one.

hahah this is the 猪脚醋. it tastes much nicer than it looks!
burpz.. so full now. my dad brought these food to my hall for me this aftnoon.

startin to learn to cherish my family more cos i tink they are still the ones whom u can really turn to no matter what happens.

was q sian when i woke up tdy n couldn't find anyone to lunch w me. everyone either had lunch le or haven wake up... hahah. den juz tt moment my dad called to tell me tt he bought 猪脚醋 for me n said he would bring it to hall for me n my bro. wa! super touched lo! tink my dad always v zhun one leh! he always knows when i'm lookin for food. hhaha lihai! muackzz!

hm i was tokg to my sis online juz before i had dinner. really nice catching up w her. tink she's gettin lazier than me! her laundry has been in the laundry rm since tues la! omg.. i tink in my hall ar, my laundry would be in the dustbin by now. hahah. she joined contact rugby there, and also in some cheese appreciation club n some society tt gives out free food to the homeless. wa she really go there to get experience man. 佩服.

hm aft a while my mum came online n my sis added her to our conversation. first time tokg to my mum online la! hahaa but aft sayin hi she disappeared dunno where. hahhaa den aft my sis went off to do her report den she pop back.

anw i'm plannin on goin for work n travel US in apr or may 2008.. aft my final sem. den aft workin n travellin US i tinkg of meetin my sis in London to go backpackin in europe in august. interested in joinin me? whahha if want better start savin up now!! haiz but now say le oso dunno if can do it not cos i still dunno if i continue w masters when sch will start n stuff lidat. hmm.

oh ya. i went for my fren's hall production ystd. Raffles's Hall. Happens to be my hall's sister hall oso.

fr left: runyan, xiangji, me, zhengling, alvin
they're all my pri sch frens. haha fr the pic i'm sure any idiot can tell hu are the ppl involved in the play.. their makeup really damn kua zhang la! but i muz say their play is not bad tho i tink the lightings for my hall prod is better. hahhaah not cos i'm the lights manager k! but seriously! they got no face light la! so all the faces of the actors are in shadows. but their costumes are AMAZING! kudos to the costume dept! really gd.

haaah i was on 199 back to hall when i realised tt the back view of a concrete mixing vehicle looks like a smiley face! n one tt can make u smile somemore. haaha next time u're on a bus n the bus is behind a concrete mixing vehicle, try to spot the smiley face!

i went to bathe den come back got missed call. unknown caller. hmm.. my sis?

den i went to do laundry.. den call again. den missed again. oh no.. is it my sis?

n when i was bloggin my previous post, the unknown caller called again. wa! quickly pick up! hahaaa

me: harlowe
unknown: hi. the curry chicken, mutton curry, 2 packet rice and 1 vege has arrived.
me: huh? but i din order anyt.
unknown: this is ur number rite?
me: eh... (suspicious)
unknown: harlowe? u made an order w KFC rite?
unknown: n ur order has arrived. curry chicken, mutton curry, 2 packet rice n 1 vege.
me: .......

and i hung up the phone. its prank call lo. how i know?
juz kok lo! KFC where got sell mutton curry one?!?

haaha den rite aft tt js msn me,'shit u la no fun' hahhahaah. he so kok to do stuff lidat lo! but its farny la. gd one. hhaha
he recently doin more n more kok stuff. he says its pre-US syndrome. but i tink its gd tt he is gettin more kok. haahha

aiya i would hve been more sportin if i din hve bad experiences w unknown prank callers. haha

wa! i tink i'm catching germ's disease!

i woke up at 11am tdy. den i was q sad cos i missed my lecture which was at 1030am... or so i thought. so i decided to rush n go for my tutorial which was right aft my lec.

so bathe, pack stuff, take bus to sch, went to my tutorial class.

reached the tut rm at arnd 1128hrs. wa! so happy not late... only to find tt the lights all not on n the tutor oso not there.. den got no one there. so i tot nvm maybe cos i early. still got 2 mins. den wait wait wait..

1135hrs. still nobody. no tutor oso. so wierd. maybe no class. so i called tao.
me: where are u?
tao: on my way to lesson lo.
me: oh ok.. eh! no tut class tdy ar?
tao: huh? no class ar? how come?
me: no la.. i askin u tdy got no class ar...
tao: waliao.. chey..
tao: got la.. tdy no special occasion lei.. y got no class...
me: but got nobody at the tutorial rm lei.. tutor oso not here.
tao: ....
tao: now not tutorial lei.. now is lecture... kok.
me: -_-....

haaahah but this time better than last time.. last time is tot still early in the end miss lesson.. this time is to make up for last time.. tot late but actually early. germy! muz be read too much of ur blur encounters le la! haha

tdy i spent 5 hrs in the comp lab tryin to finish up this design proj. i tink i finished scolding all the vulgarities tt i'l ever scold in my lifetime man! i was doin n scolding all the way. hahaha. haiz juz dulan w my grp mates. the other 2 din turn up. in the end me n vincent finished everyt la. n the worst part is aft tt i was on my way for nball frenly n i saw tt &%$#@ guy playin takraw. can play takraw cannot do proj. blood boil ar! whahaha anw all tt swearin in the lab.. i really feel better n not angry le. n also less urge to swear. haha sometimes swearin really helps ease the anger man. sometimes la.

WOOHOOO!! saw my eye candy tdy! juz cute lo! oh man! whaahhah got tok somemore wor!hahahhaah.. ok 发花痴.

haaah sth farny.. tdy went SRC to play vball. aft tt on our way back victor suddenly asked if juz now got anybody complain tt he touched their butt.. whahahah

apparently he was doin some volleyball drill juz now tt invloves swingin of his arms.. den when he swung his arm to the back tt time he accidentally '包' yuhong's butt.. whaaaha den he say he din know wat to do so he juz pretend nth happened. haha

n yea.. yuhong did tell us abt it. hahhah she said tt she 退后退后 den suddenly somebody 包 her butt.. hahahah n the way she say it was juz comical lo.. she can always make the most unfarny thing farny when she describes stuff.. haahh

a photo tt was taken juz now aft vball

joy n me.. w yuhong peeking thru in the background.. hahaha more abt them next time!

eh my frens keep sayin i v 重色轻友... argh!! no wat! really meh??

n i realised i only hve 20 days left to my exams.. n i really feel so dead... i better buck up! whaaha

yay! back fr my mini sports day.. went to play bball w the 54 gang.. aft tt they play takraw. its the first time i played takraw! so fun! but i suck at it. den kena a bruise at my ankle cos i always aim wrong place.. whahaaahh. den aft tt on my way back to my blk saw js they all playin vball. so played vball all the way until 2am.. shiok ar!

random thought 1:
i dun like to play vball w ppl hu do not enjoy playin vball. meanin tt they play juz cos ppl ask them to n not because they want to. its damn boring and irritatin to play w them. becuase they will juz 随便随便 hit den the ball will juz anyhow fly den hve to keep pickin the ball. aft a while it juz gets boring n tiring fr runnin aft the ball. n i dun learn much fr tt. n its oso a waste of time. n its esp irritatin when it comes fr someone whom u know can play but is juz being bo chup.

random thought 2:
i like to listen to the things my coach has to say about life in general, tho he tend to be a little longwinded sometimes.
tt day, he was juz sayin tt sometimes it is gd to quit at ur peak. he said he would like to die fr a sudden death tt takes his life away in a short time n not fr some disease tt will slowly eat him away. cos he want ppl to rmb him as the healthy person he is n not someone helpless n pitiful that is bedridden or sth lidat.
he also gave another example, Michael Jordan. He first left the NBA scene with great acheivements, having everyone remember him and tokg abt how great he was. but he had to return to ruin the gd image ppl had of him and now nobody toks abt how great he was anymore. so maybe sometimes its gd to quit when u are at ur peak..

random thought 2.5:
as u can see fr the number, it is a continuation of the previous random thought. hahaha.
hm was juz tinkg, ya fr an outsider's pt of view, it is obvious tt u shld quit at ur peak cos u give them only the gd image to keep so why not.. but if u are the person deciding whether to quit den not.. maybe the choice is no longer so apparent and obvious. How do u know tt this is ur peak?? wouldn't u want to continue giving ur best and reachin for greater heights? if u continue would u be able to do even better? n if u quit now, u'l nv know the ans.
hm maybe 旁观者清.. also learnt this phenomenon in social psych.. its called hindsight bias. its the way our impression of how we acted or would have acted changes when we learn the outcome of an event. and it usually occurs when people make a judgment or choice and are later asked to recall their judgment.so for example, if u buy some shares now. den the price of those shares started rising.. den u decide to keep them for now. den suddenly it drops n u lose some money. den when u tink back, u would be tinkg 'tt time when the share price at the top tt time shld hve sold it la..' but how would u know at tt time tt the share price would suddenly drop?!?

random thought 3:
should i cut my hair short or juz trim? whahahaha. was juz looking through my pics n realised i've actually tried out q afew hairstyles le. fr really short to ah beng floppy haistyle to shoulder length girlie hairstyle to long-n-can-tie-up hairstyle. (i tink i'l be postin some pics up soon.. inside got me in my diff hairstyles..can see the diff hairstyles n oso the diff timeframes.. haha) so now how?? personally i wanna cut it short la.. the really short type.. but i oso not so daring now le.. n everyone askin me not to cut oso.. haiz.. fan nao.. last time i wont even bother abt wat ppl say lo.. sianz. any comments?? hahha

random thought 4:
every now n then, wat kiat said would pop up in my mind. he said,"now u so close to so many guy frens but how many would u actually keep in touch with in the future? aft u get a bf or a husband n start a family u tink u'l still be mtg up w ur guy frens tt u hve now?" hm toked to xinli abt tt before oso.. but forgot wat was the conclusion tt we came to in the end.. tink we digressed to some other thing in the end.. whahaahh. anyways sometimes i really do wonder y do i actually bother being such good frens w guys since they are gona disappear fr my life next time.. especially guys hu are attached, since the most u can be would be his best fren or best bud, which will also fade n disappear w time..
but everytime i tink up to this pt i'd feel sianz of tinkg abt it n juz heck it cos i cant control wat will happen in the future anyway n wat kiat say might not be true. there is always a chance tt they will really be my good frens for life. and hu cares abt the future if u are doin wat u really wanna do and enjoy doin now. at least u wont hve any regrets. i really enjoy hangin out w those guy frens so hu cares!

random thought 4.5:
again, haahaah this is a continuation of my previous random thought.
i dun only hang out w guys. i do hang out w girls too! but this sem lesser la.. cos xinli overseas! n this sem q a busy sem so cant really find time to meet up w the nus peeps. den vball trngs oso lessen.. so meet my teammates less this sem oso..
hangin out w guys n hangin out w girls really differs. the things we do, the things we tok abt, blah blah..
i like hangin out w the 54 gang cos they dun remind me tt i'm a girl n they are guys n tt we are diff n girls are lousier at some stuff n they cannot do some stuff n stuff lidat..generally they dun treat guys n girls differently. they juz treat everyone like guys. hahaa i like tt cos its fun to hang out w guys the guy's way sometimes and if i wanna hang out the girl's way i wont go look for u guys oso rite! i'l juz go find my girl frens la!
hangin out w the 55 ppl oso fun. tho its a diff kind of fun. maybe cos i know them in different contexts. the 54 gang is also my mae gang. i go lecs n tuts w them we try to plan our classes tgt n stuff. the 55 gang is the ppl whom i spend time w when i'm not i'm not in sch n not at hme. so different ba..
hangin out w girls oso fun!!! haahaah cos we can tok abt anyt under the sun n they'l auto understand wat i'm tokg abt.. haaha n i can be super crazy n they'l be crazy w me. n there are juz some stuff tt u'l enjoy doin more w girls.. haaha like shoppin etc..
hm actually maybe its fun to hang out in a mixed grp, but the ratio muz be roughly 1:1 la.. lidat den fun! but in my life now, it seems like the possibility of being in such a grp like q small lei! WHAHAAH. i tink i q kok now.

ok la. i tink way too much.. haaha like i said.. juz some random thoughts tt were or are runnin thru my head la.. WHAHAAH so aft u read juz forget wat i juz said. or tink abt it but dun rmb tt its fr me. whaaah if not i'l feel like i q kok tt u know tt i tink of such kok stuff. n some stuff i oso dun really know wat i tokg abt.. esp the last random thought.. hahahahah

finally started stdyg! was stdyg during the past weekend! not alot tho but its at least a start! so tdy i took a break.

went for dim sum buffet w the 54 guys at river city restaurant which is at excelsior hotel. the 54 gang is made up of a bunch of super kok ppl.. hahaa.. its always enjoyable to do anyt w them cos they all v kok n farny. took mrt to city hall fr boon lay. there is this guy called leon(dunno if i spelt it correctly) in the grp.. haahaha i juz totally cannot stand him cos he is forever tokg n i'm not kiddin. he never stops unles he's slpg. n the thing is tt he speaks w this farny accent and he always wrong frequency. he always carries this super big bag arnd n inside always will hve things tt will amaze u.. hahaha like 小叮噹 lidat.. but he's a harmless guy la.

so tdy we got onto the train n sat down. den out fr the 小叮噹 bag was a walkman.. wa! i tink i more than 10 yrs nv see walkman before le lo! n his walkman inside still got cassette one wor! hahaha den he started listening to it. tink his music muz be damn loud cos he opened his mouth to speak n he was like practically shouting la.. waliao the stranger guy beside him got scared n move one seat away.. WHAHAAHAH so edwin hu was beside him yanked off his earphones n all of us juz 'SHHH'ed him.. haahaa aft tt all of us pretend we dunno him... so paiseh lo! haahah den aft tt he took out (again fr his 小叮噹 bag) a camera. hahah his camera is the not digital type.. its the type still using film one.. but not the v pro type.. the type last time every family will hve arnd 10 yrs ago tt type.. press the button le still got 'chik-ka.......whiirrrl...' sound tt type.. wa! juz amazing lo!

aft we reached cityhall, we started walkin towards the place. den edwin jokingly said," eh where is leon ar?" when leon was right in front of him.. (hhahahah anw aft tt i realise they always forget him one.. everybody go toilet den aft tt will walk off w/o him.. go into shops oso will leave the shop forgettin him.. hahaahaa dun tink its intentional tho.. dunno y lidat oso) den we walk walk walk.. den suddenly edwin ask again," eh where is leon ar?!?" den we all turn arnd n look at him.. den he said,"eh this time i'm serious! he's not here!" hahaah den we look arnd den realise he really not there.. but somehow we juz walked on to teh place.. hhahahaha when we reached the dimsum place, we walked in to see leon already there sitting comfortably at the table.. hahhahah kok lo!

hm the meal tdy was not v satisfyin..
firstly the food took super long to come.. n always come abit abit.. den we had 11 ppl there, somemore most q big eaters.. once sth come, within 60 seconds the 笼s and the plates will become empty.. 'gone in 60 seconds' leh..
secondly the service there sux!! the manager like see us students den like dun really value us as customers lidat.. at first one of us asked her wats the soup of the day, den she juz said '等一下' and juz walked off even before she finished sayin tt.. n she din come back to tell us oso lo.. den they told us tt they ran out of the food tt we ordered.. ok la not their fault but den aft tt they served us leftovers lo.. dunno if its really leftovers la.. but den on a small plate there were 4 springrolls, 2 cuttlefishballs and afew bits n pieces of some fried stuff.. where got restaurant serve food serve lidat one! so my fren asked the the woman hu said 等一下juz now how come they serve us leftovers and asked if we can order more since our last order they no more stock.. den the woman nv even bother abt him n juz walked away. my fren damn pissed off so he said he wanted to see the manager. hu happened to be tt woman... hm so she's manager somemore leh.. so rude! den my fren juz started to make a fuss abt how they nv value us as customers n serve us leftovers n they juz dumb all on one plate.. den this other guy joined in.. but den i tink he din really know wat the fuss was really abt.. so he said to tt woman,"你们不够盘啊? 为什么全部放在一个盘??"... -_-... hhaha i hear le i wanted to laff lo.. but anw tt was q a lousy incident la.. aft tt the mood at the table became abit off.. but aft awhile everyt went back to normal.
den we tot everyt ok le.. den we realised instead of the normal 10.80+++, it was 13.80+++ cos tdy was eve of public holiday! argh! so in the end we had to play more (total arnd 18 lidat) to get not enough food, leftovers and lousy service.. so ya.. it was not a v nice meal.

hm aft tt we walked arnd peninsula plaza awhile den me n weitao went to raffles hotel to meet the hall production ppl to check out the production venue this time. Yes, i'm in production again so all u ppl muz come support ar! whahahah. this yr its at jubilee hall. not the one at AMK hor... its in Raffles Hotel. its in feb next yr. so come come! ok la i like the theatre. its nice but super expensive!! anw aft tt went raffles city w them walk walk abit den made our way back to hall.

was on the mrt w tao, jiahong, jiefeng n weichen.. the train was q crowded when we got on so we had to stand. tao was holdin the hand grap thingy in the mrt which is overhead, each hand holding onto one. den jiahong was leanin against the vertical bar in the mrt for ppl to hold one.. den
jh: eh 我最讨厌那些每次grab 两个grip的人leh.. 只有一只手lei.. (i tink he meant tt only need one hand to hold)
tao: waliao.. 我最讨厌那些lean on the bar 的人lo.. selfish!
jiefeng: (laugh)
tao: 你笑什么..
haaah den we all turn arnd and look at jiefeng.. hahahah he also grabbing on to 2 grips.. hahahaha he oso din realise. haha so kok lo..

haha so yups! tt was my day! hahah tao juz called me to ask me if i wanan go play bball w them so yups! i'l be back to blog again later! tdy is bloggin day! woohoo!

颓废啊!!!

its 11am n i'm supposed to be in class... supposed to go for a tutorial at 930am.. i set my alarm at 9.. den i turned it off n nua on my bed. den aft wat seems like awhile (arnd 905am fr wat i saw), i jumoed up n go bathe. rush rush rush.. pack pack pack.. until i picked up my handphone ready to leave den i saw... its actually 1030am le! so actually it was 1005am tt i saw... -_- damn sianz la! relly wanted to go for this tut cos the tutor not bad n i v long nv go le. den somemore the tutor mark me le cos i din go for alot of times. den tt time i went he said 'wa! u finally here.' so i told him tt this tut class too early so i've been attending other slots. den he warned me to be careful cos next time workin tt time will be all so early. haiz.. but aft tt i still nv turn up for his class.. he muz be tinkg i nv heed his advice.. aiyo but i really wanna go one! chuiz.. hope he dun fail my assignment cos of this... choi choi!

haiz yatd was damn pissed off by this proj grpmate of mine. haiz dunno y got such ppl arnd one. tok until like damn zai, act until like do alot of work but actually nv do anyt at all.. he was supposed to do this part of the calculations w me but he nv do.. den he act like he got do.. he still dare to take mine to go copy n still say "你做了给我们copy lo." wat a f***er. PUI!
anw tt's not the pt. pt is.. cos i was so pissed i changed my nick.. n my nick muz be radiating some kind of vibe cos alot of ppl could see tt i was pissed.. actually tink abt it.. it was q obvious. hahaaa anw q a few of my frens msged me to ask me y i so pissed. n aft tokg abt it i felt one million times better. thx to all!!

anw tt's juz an expression of appreciation.. hahah haven get to the pt yet.. (so lor sor rite..) i realised some ppl can cheer me up better than some others. so i was tryin to observe wat they said n did so tt i can learn.. cos i really suck at cheering ppl up.. or comforting ppl.. or appeasing ppl.. or anyt lidat.. i'l always be lost for words. n if i tok, it'l be rubbish or sometimes even stuff tt'l make the person feel worse. i suck. so usually all i do is to juz stay by the person's side n be lost.. hm been tryin to improve myself in tt aspect since secondary sch.. but still not gd at it.. cos its diff for every person n every situation..nvm.. maybe one day i'l be enlightened. so anyone got any pointers muz share ar! hahhah

anw juz sth i feel like sayin.. haahaa i feel v lucky to be frens w joy n pj. hm in fact i tink all of their frens shld feel lucky cos they really care for their frens. They are v sincere n straightforward. they are frens whom u can depend on when u need some support. they are frens hu care n bother abt u. n tho they dun show it all the time n explicitly, they express their care n concern in subtle ways. and i really appreciate that very much. thank you! (tho i dun tink they'l be readin this.. muahaahah)

haaaha havin said tt, i pity xinli germy jing n all my frens cos i'm really not a v gd fren. usu all i can do is to lend u guys a listenin ear (so grab it if u need one! whahahah) and help out in whatever ways i can! n juz to let all my frens know tt i do care ya(anw again, i dun tink all of them will be readin this.), tho i may be juz tokg kok to u or juz sittin beside u quiet when u need some cheering up or comforting. on the outside it may seems like i'm juz there cos i feel tt i shld be there, sittin or juz crappin.. but actually i'm there cos i want to be n tt in my mind i'm desperately tryin to find ways n means to cheer u up or comfort u. haaha ok la.. dunno if u all know wat i'm tokg abt oso.. my angmoh not gd. anw i juz feel like sayin only.. haaha no other intentions. (can see i'm gettin more n more lor sor...)

ok la. q a crappy post. but its fr the bottom of my heart.

heyz! xinli ask u ar! any way to restore the tag board? hhaaha like take germy's tagboard template n paste it onto mine?? cos tt poppin window is irritating.. haha

q sianz now. exams coming in less than a mth but i still haven geared up for studyg yet.. n i feel so dead... haiz.. ok shall start tmr. i say tt everyday.. but tmr really gona start. yeah!

u know how its irritatin when someone keep sayin dun wanna tell u abt sth.. but den keeps mentioning it like purposely tryin to tempt u to ask more den when u do, the person will say 'no la cannot say cannot say'.. den u'l feel like wth.. den in the first place u tell me for wat.. den u wanna box the person cos the person is like tryin to make u more interested by makin it seem challenging to obtain the ans.. n u feel that the person is juz enjoyin the attention of others wantin to know sth fr him or her? den the person will hve the smug but act 委屈 look on the face.. ok u get the drift.. hahaha yea. i dun like this kind of ppl.


but i tink i juz accidentally pulled a stunt lidat juz now. whahaahhah and tt's y i feel so 不爽 now.. restless ar! i muz emphasize again! its accidentally one! but its still buggin the hell out of me n cos of tt i cant concentrate on my stupid thermo assignment which is due on thurs n i've been readin the qn over n over again for like dunno how many million times n i still dunno wat the qn is askin.. haahhaah n tt's y i'm here bloggin juz to get it out of my mind. i tink this place is like my confession rm ar.. hahah not tt i am confessing crimes or sins tt i've committed, but more of the process of confession where u go in to the rm heavy-hearted and come out light-hearted. ok. not like i've been for a real confession before.. but i got watch tv shows tt got show before. WHAHHAAAH. so germ.. is it lidat?

anw, hope everyone is doin fine in their respective countries! wa.. sounds like some international organisation lidat.. but really leh... xinli in US, germ in Aust, jing in Canada, my sis in UK and me in singapore. international enough ma? haha still got hu?

oh ya! i suddenly rmbed sth farny.. hahahaha last night sj found his long lost kindergarten fren. hahaha so farny tt they stay tgt few mths le, in the same hall, in the same blk, in the same level n everyday play CS and ET tgt.. den suddenly ystd they tok kok tok kok den realise they same kindergarten class n the 2 of them represented their class to perform 相声 tgt.. hahaah how qiao is tt.. hahaha i cut n paste fr js's blog to show u the conversation cos i not there so i dunno the details. but fr the way js describe.. hahaah farny.. haahaha

[Shilun reply "I think I'm the same class as you"
Shilun: "I remember a guy call shoujun who did 相声with me"

With a glitter in the eyes, suddenly shoujun seemed to have found his long lost brother. "ya ya its me its me" and the two men hugged.]

haahhah so cartoon rite! still got glitter in the eyes one.. hahaha n i can actually imagine sj goin 'its me its me'.. hahahah super farny. ok hope i dun get fined for copyrighting stuff off js's blog. haahh

ok la! feel so much better le! oh ya ystd had a tok kok session w js n sj. next time den say ba! so farny... js n sj.. they best of frens somemore.. hhaha okies! i go do stuff lo! buaiz!

Tuesday was q a lucky day! juz on monday, i was juz tellin kiat tt i wanna go IKEA to buy cushions. den he say maybe can go next week.. den tuesday was my hall's Mid-Autumn Festival celebrations. They had a lucky draw and one of the prizes was 2 IKEA cushions. So i was just mentioned to my other fren tt i want tt prize. and guess wat! i really won it!

WHAHAHHHA everyone was damn amused when my number was called for tt prize. den all of them started telling me that they wanna buy dvd players and speakers fom dunno where.. hahaahah

den tdy had hall vball trng. actually its the guys' trng la but i usu join them. i usu look forward to playin w them cos always can learn alot of stuff cos my hall got alot of v zai vball players den they always correct me. but oso cos of tt, sometimes i'l feel that i'm really damn chui. but i still enjoy playin w them. whahhahh. and tdy during trng i saw my eye candy. muahahaha. tink i got show xinli n germy before rite? haha tink he was watchin us play fr the corridor at his rm. i super long time nv see him le cos he on IA so nv see him arnd in sch. Anw i juz found out how unfit i am! and i'm growing fat so cannot jump le! aiyo! time to start workin out man!

just went to collect my laundry n met js on the way. he was gona go wash dishes at 5am in the morn... hahaha we had pancakes for supper juz now. den in the end we ended up tokg kok and tryin to balance an egg to make it stand and tryin to balance cans on the rims of their base. den play play play tok tok tok all the way till arnd 4.. den noone wash the stuffs.. ahahaha so in the end js went to wash everyt.. haiz den i suddenly rmbed how he will always end up clearin the mess tt we left behind n helpin w the stuff tt we dun like to do like washin dishes. tink life in hall would be q diff without him. i mean not only abt clearin dishes la.. hahaha vball.. tokg kok n stuff oso la..sianz. how i wish i can be like him.. someone hu will be missed when he or she is not arnd. hmm.. tink he really reminds me of melissa. they can enlighten me on stuff tt i din realise before just by doin sth or makin a comment, n most prob they dun even know tt i just got enlightened by them.. hahah hm u all know wat i tokg abt not? hahha

Hm had the second official job interview on wed. Also at Exxon. Wa.. this one more like the real thing cos they were actually lookin for potential long-term employees, which i din know until the end of the interview. N thruout the whole interview i juz felt like everyt tt i said was being analysed by the interviewers, which i guess was probably true. q stressful. but gd experience.

took some pics w my neighbours. we usu cook dinner n stuff tgt. den will tok kok. hahaha ystd we went crazy and toked all sorts of rubbish and den laffed like mad. den we decided to take photos. hahaha we all look damn chui in all of them. haaha shall put up the nicest one.. hahah

fr left: me, suemin and swan

hm ok i go do lab report! hahahah ciaoz!

got 袭击by my fren on sat during vball trng.. hahahaa actually its my reaction slow la.. den the ball hit my pinkie.. so now become lidat...

original shld be lidat!

aiyo!! hahaha

Just finished a formal presentation. Got a B+. hahaha i suck at presentations! but at least got a bit of improvement la.. last time got B-.. self-consolation leh.. haiz but kinda glad tt its over cos its a small load out of my mind. tmr got quiz for business finance n i feel so dead cos got so much to stdy n i juz got started. n tmr night gotta go help scoop ice-cream. shld be q fun! den wed got interview for IA at Exxon Mobil. hope this time not so chui.. haha muz rmb to set alarm. for my last interview, i forgot to set alarm n in the end i woke up at 10am when my interview was at 1030am. i almost died.. i took a cab fr my hall to this q ulu place in sch... feels so dumb to take taxi within sch. but luckily i was juz on time. but was kinda unprepared n my eyes were all puffy n stuff.. hope still gd enough to get it tho.. hee.. but guess it was a lesson to be learnt! next one would be better! on thurs got another presentation. but aft havin done this morning's formal presentation (we had to wear formal wear n closed-toed shoes and stuff) i tink thur's presentation would be more of a breeze since it is not graded somemore.n on fri is my deadline for my lab report. but luckily its a group report so i only have to finish my part which is not exactly super difficult. a busy busy week! but aft fri would be so much better! will hve vball on sat! =)den on sunday, my cousin's daughter will be 1 month old! so having celebrations at her place. its always a joy to celebrate a new life. n she's really so small n adorable!! hahha but now still young la.. n really small.. haha dunno next time will turn out to be big monsters like me n my siblings were. haha

Last week was pretty hectic too, with assignment deadlines to meet and preparation for my first and definitely not last formal job interview in my life. I also went to watch a movie w my mum. Haven done tt in a super long time. we watched "Me, you n Dupree". Its q a farny show. Oh! n my mum got a new car. No more hyundai matrix. now is mazda3. Gd news is tt its a nicer n better car. Bad news is tt i wont be able to drive for the next few mths. My mum would definitely NOT let me touch the driver's wheel for at least a few mths man.. haha

The week before was term break. Its the first time ntu n nus hve their term breaks tgt i tink. germy was back in singapore for tt week n also the week before. we went for jap food at maina sq. the fodd was nice n unique! worth goin! xinli! when u back muz rmb we muz go there tgt. haha. jing too! n germy! haaha. It was also during tt week that my sis left for UK. She left on the wed. Thurs was a drinkg night. Happened to be in js's rm when they were jioing for drinks. so joined them for the first time. was q fun. n farny. they really tok abt everyt under the sun. hahah or rather.. the moon. aft tt js n sj jio mahjong. so joined them for the first time for mj oso. wa.. so many first tt night. cos i still learning so they gave me student price. hahaha the most i can lose is $2. in the end i ended up winning 7 plus bucks, thanks to my advisor welly. hahah. played all the way till 8 in the morn. aft tt went to meet germaine for jap food! yums again! hahaha aft tt came back to hall and had a bbq w the ppl in my blk. fun!

hm.. the week before the term break ar... haahah cant really rmb much le.. got goldfish memory ar.. cant help it..

anw was juz sitting down n tinkg.. den suddenly realised tt though i had so much happenin in the past few weeks, i hve actually drifted further away fr some of my frens. so weird rite.. nv obey the law of proportionality leh. tot its the more things udo w ur frens the closer u get?? hahahaha. maybe its the theory of relativity at work. wa.. so cheem and physics-sy tdy.

anw went to visit my cousin ystd.. the cousin hu's daughter will be turning 1 mth old this sunday. her mum(hu's my aunt if u dunno..) used to take care of me when i was young. tink taking care of her own granddaughter brought backs memories of those times when she was taking care of my n siblings. den we realised its one generation later le. suddenly felt tt time had flown by so quickly tt we din even realise. n tinkg back of the times when i was still a kid n stayin at her hse.. nostalgic man.. sniff sniff..

den suddenly they came to the topic of age n chidbearing.. my mum asked my cousin how old she was n realised tt my cousin is having her first child at 30. den my mum said tt last time by 30 she already had her last child(my sis). den suddenly my aunt turned n look at me n ask me when i gona hve my first child... diao... den my aunt n my mum started pushin me to go look for a bf cos she say muz hve child early so wont be gao ling chan fu.. at first i tot they v kua zhang.. den aft tt i tink tink.. actually ya lo.. hahaa time to get serious! so callin out to any interested party! pls call 9XXXXXXX.



hahaah ok i was juz kiddin. not so desperate yet. ok la. back to my work! =)

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