hm technically speaking, exams are next week so next week shld be the nightmare week. but this week seems to be the start of nightmares. literally.
juz back fr breakfast w a few of the uys. den tao said he wanted to go back to slp aft breakfast. he said he super tired tho he slept damn long cos he was dreamin tt he was joggin throughout the night. when he woke up he felt damn tired. WHAHAH. den vincentsaid wat if later he go back to slp den dream tt he joggin again.. den he'l feel even more tired. den if it carries on for the next few days he'l be the fittest guy arnd. hahhah n also the most tired guy arnd.
den edwinwas sayin he oso had a nightmare. he dreamt tt they tried to change his thigh bone for him. they cut open his thigh, took out his bone n put in a new one. BUT DEN... they could not close up his thigh to sew up the opening. so his thigh muscle was juz flappin arnd when he moved. so in real life while he was sleepin, he din dare to move his leg..
n a few days ago i dreamt tt there were 2 dead black cats in 肥肥's food container.. yucks. in the dream, i din know until i reached in to take some food n felt some furry thing. double yucks.
hm okies tt all abt nightmares. down to some serious stuff.
my fren's uncle juz passed away few days ago. He met with a lorry accident. oh man. life is really so unpredictable.. when i found out tt it was an accident, it juz reminded me of the pass few funerals tt i've been to. the unexpectability of the deaths. i mean, death n experiencing death of a closed one is a natural thing but it juz hits u worse when its unexpected. the first thing tt will come to mind would be how healthy n well the person was the last time u saw him or her.(rmb my coaches theory abt wanting to die a suddendeath?hm..)worse is if u felt tt u could hve done sth for him or her but din. it could hve made a difference. but den again, tt's life. u cant predict the future. u cant do everything. u cant care for everyone all the time. u make mistakes. u are not perfect. tt's how it is. as long as u've given ur best in the role u play in other's lives, tt's enough.
whatever happened would happen. maybe i believe tt one's life is predestined.maybe there is a greater someone behind all of these, plannin our lives n pullin on our strings of destiny as though we are all puppets in an extremely large scale n endless play.