ME
The following sentence is a japanese proverb which i totally agree with.." Time spent laughing is time spent with the gods."
explains alot about me huh... heehee
Thursday, September 27, 2007
To my dearest 肥肥.
肥肥 passed away on the night of MAF.. I woke up this morn n found her lying at this spot she often occupied, motionless. She passed away peacefully, at least i would like to tink so.. cos her eyes were closed..
so this post is to 肥肥, my bestest companion in hall.. one hu's always there when i need company.. someone cuddly n so super cute.. n someone hu nv fails to cheer me up..
i wanted to post a photo of her but decided against it..
haiz.. on the brighter side, she might be on the moon playin w chang e's rabbit now! =) n she has a new pretty owner! so next time MAF muz look out for 肥肥 on the moon!
I juz went to bury her downstairs my hall blk w weitao. we buried her, made a nice grave w rocks n stones and placed flowers (ixora) on it. We then observed a min of silence. hmm all hu rmb 肥肥 are welcome to observe a min of silence and to visit her!
so this post is to 肥肥, my bestest companion in hall.. one hu's always there when i need company.. someone cuddly n so super cute.. n someone hu nv fails to cheer me up..
i wanted to post a photo of her but decided against it..
haiz.. on the brighter side, she might be on the moon playin w chang e's rabbit now! =) n she has a new pretty owner! so next time MAF muz look out for 肥肥 on the moon!
I juz went to bury her downstairs my hall blk w weitao. we buried her, made a nice grave w rocks n stones and placed flowers (ixora) on it. We then observed a min of silence. hmm all hu rmb 肥肥 are welcome to observe a min of silence and to visit her!
time frozen at 1:50 AM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
老瓜!
haha i realised one of the easiest ways to make frens is to start by tokg kok and the best, is to start giving nicknames. haaahahaha =)
tdy is an interesting day. i woke up in the morn to see a sms fr my mum tellin me tt its a gd time to buy a certain stock. so i did. n this marks my debut in the stock market! =)
met my eye candy outside the lt tdy. haahha. actually hve been bumping into him q a few times recently. but tdy most interesting ba. hahaha
wanted to go eat subway w kiatz but he wasn't free n when he was, i already went to play vball. n yups! i went hall 2 to play vball! was fun!
oh. had the first sunig match ystd against SIM. yay won! next up again smu on fri i tink.. jiayou NTU! hahaa
tdy is an interesting day. i woke up in the morn to see a sms fr my mum tellin me tt its a gd time to buy a certain stock. so i did. n this marks my debut in the stock market! =)
met my eye candy outside the lt tdy. haahha. actually hve been bumping into him q a few times recently. but tdy most interesting ba. hahaha
wanted to go eat subway w kiatz but he wasn't free n when he was, i already went to play vball. n yups! i went hall 2 to play vball! was fun!
oh. had the first sunig match ystd against SIM. yay won! next up again smu on fri i tink.. jiayou NTU! hahaa
time frozen at 11:44 PM
Monday, September 17, 2007
strreessss..
everyone seems so stress. mostly w fyp n of cos other stuff as well. hmm tink i'm stress too. but its either i juz haven felt the impact yet or i had been more stress before.. so it still seems manageable.
actually i hve so much tt i wanna say n vent out.. anger.. frustrations.. excitement.. joy.. disappointments.. but it seems as tho i cant find someone suitable to rattle out to.. seems like my lousy decision-making skills and poor damage control skills have cost me 2 of the most impt ppl in my life. hmm.. sometimes i really wonder if the decisions i've made is rite. but den i'l nv know cos i'l nv know wat could've happened even if i had chosen the other choices. so tt's life.
was reading germy's blog n sth tt she said juz ^TWANG^.. hit the rite note..
"..i think its ironic, but the easiest thing to do when you're unhappy is to pretend that everything is fine. its so easy to just put a smile on your face and tell people that you're alright. its hardest when you're by yourself and you're forced to think about everything."
juz the exact words to describe how i feel.. i liked wat followed as well..
"but then, even the most wonderful of things need change right? its like music. maybe you can hold on to a musical note forever, but then it wouldn't sound like much by itself. its the change in musical notes and dynamics that bring about that incredible thing we call music:)"
germy has such a way w words. she can always put undescribeable things into words. sth tt i can nv do. maybe tt's y she is studying medicine now n i'm in ntu engine. whahhaahah. n germy! hope u dun mind me quoting u!
anw xue dedicated a post to me on her blog n reading it had really made me feel so much better. =) it made me feel tt at least i still matter to someone out there. =)
actually i hve so much tt i wanna say n vent out.. anger.. frustrations.. excitement.. joy.. disappointments.. but it seems as tho i cant find someone suitable to rattle out to.. seems like my lousy decision-making skills and poor damage control skills have cost me 2 of the most impt ppl in my life. hmm.. sometimes i really wonder if the decisions i've made is rite. but den i'l nv know cos i'l nv know wat could've happened even if i had chosen the other choices. so tt's life.
was reading germy's blog n sth tt she said juz ^TWANG^.. hit the rite note..
"..i think its ironic, but the easiest thing to do when you're unhappy is to pretend that everything is fine. its so easy to just put a smile on your face and tell people that you're alright. its hardest when you're by yourself and you're forced to think about everything."
juz the exact words to describe how i feel.. i liked wat followed as well..
"but then, even the most wonderful of things need change right? its like music. maybe you can hold on to a musical note forever, but then it wouldn't sound like much by itself. its the change in musical notes and dynamics that bring about that incredible thing we call music:)"
germy has such a way w words. she can always put undescribeable things into words. sth tt i can nv do. maybe tt's y she is studying medicine now n i'm in ntu engine. whahhaahah. n germy! hope u dun mind me quoting u!
anw xue dedicated a post to me on her blog n reading it had really made me feel so much better. =) it made me feel tt at least i still matter to someone out there. =)
time frozen at 12:02 AM
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
men are from mars?
Was walking back to hall from sch and was suddenly struck by this qn..
Why do we need men on Earth?
I've always believed that the only purpose of men existing on Earth is for reproductive purposes.. and since humans hve found ways to fertilize an egg without a sperm, den there is no longer a need for men! but then again, a world with all females would probably be too nice a place to live in.. n the females would hve no target for nagging at.. no mess to help clear up after.. noone to contradict them all teh time.. and tt would be boring. So men is needed aft all.
den i started tinkg if there was only men on earth.. wat would happen? tink they'l probably kill each other sooner or later n they'l all die out.
but i also believe in 'homeostasis', where by a new balance will be acheived when the balance is tipped. n i do believe the world works this way, as the body does. Eg. economically speaking, supply vs demand. when demand increases, supply becomes limited, price rises and more supply is created w the increased revenue to meet the demand. n the new balance is acheived. Thus if there is only a single gender in the world, probably part of the population will take on the role of the opposite gender.. make sense?
haha ok. i'm probably tinkg too much. hahah okies back to my work.
Why do we need men on Earth?
I've always believed that the only purpose of men existing on Earth is for reproductive purposes.. and since humans hve found ways to fertilize an egg without a sperm, den there is no longer a need for men! but then again, a world with all females would probably be too nice a place to live in.. n the females would hve no target for nagging at.. no mess to help clear up after.. noone to contradict them all teh time.. and tt would be boring. So men is needed aft all.
den i started tinkg if there was only men on earth.. wat would happen? tink they'l probably kill each other sooner or later n they'l all die out.
but i also believe in 'homeostasis', where by a new balance will be acheived when the balance is tipped. n i do believe the world works this way, as the body does. Eg. economically speaking, supply vs demand. when demand increases, supply becomes limited, price rises and more supply is created w the increased revenue to meet the demand. n the new balance is acheived. Thus if there is only a single gender in the world, probably part of the population will take on the role of the opposite gender.. make sense?
haha ok. i'm probably tinkg too much. hahah okies back to my work.
time frozen at 8:17 PM
Friday, September 07, 2007
Twenty Two
I would like to dedicate my post to the following ppl for making my bday a perfect one! hee =D
Joy poks! Met her in sch to pass her a whistle. Went in to the lt to meet her to find tt she was wearing the same berms as me! whaaahaah. it was so farny. den she passed me a box of choc and gave me my first motorcycle ever! was surprised tt she remembered! =D
my present from joy n pj! =)
Had lesson for the rest of the day un til it was time to meet...
Yap Xinli! Xinli, Yuhong, Jing and me were supposed to meet up to go timbre to try out the food there. But jing couldn't make it last min. hmm the food at timbre was quite gd and the ambience was not bad.. except for the band tt was playing there. Guess it would hve been nice if we were there to listen to it but we were not.. so they were actually q a disturbance cos the 2 of us couldn't even hear wat each other was saying! and as we were eating...
Germy called from Australia! Haha she always has such apt timing! i remembered last yr, she called while i was in the middle of a presentation. hahaha. n germy! thx for calling! =) it was really heartwarming to hear ur voice! =)
and when we finished our meal n sitting n tokg kok, xinli said she wanted to go toilet.. din realise wat she was up to until later when we pieced everyt up.. ahha. she came back down and aft a while, this waiter came over w a cake on a plate. at first i tot the waiter served wrong table n i wanted to tell him we din order dessert.. hahah luckily my mouth slow.. hhhha so farny lo! they nv light the cake when they brought the cake over! it juz looked like a dessert cake on a plate.. but aft it was lighted, it looked so much better! n delicious! hee..
we took q a long time to light the candles cos of the stupid wind.. n took an even longer time to take photos cos apparently the ppl there seems to not know how to use a camera phone. hahaa n xinli had also requested the band to sing a bday song for us! but the person pronounced my name as lindy... hahaah wat a name... lindy hop... Thx xinli! for the celebration! made my bday complete! =) n i'm sure jing also had a part to play rite? hahaah so muz thank jing too!
pretty flower from xinli!
weitao, chunxin and toh peng also treated me to a buffet for my bday! we went vienna for dinner.. YUMS!! thanks alot! =D
and thanks to all hu remembered my bday! =D
and of cos.. thx to my dearest family! =)
Joy poks! Met her in sch to pass her a whistle. Went in to the lt to meet her to find tt she was wearing the same berms as me! whaaahaah. it was so farny. den she passed me a box of choc and gave me my first motorcycle ever! was surprised tt she remembered! =D
my present from joy n pj! =)
Had lesson for the rest of the day un til it was time to meet...
Yap Xinli! Xinli, Yuhong, Jing and me were supposed to meet up to go timbre to try out the food there. But jing couldn't make it last min. hmm the food at timbre was quite gd and the ambience was not bad.. except for the band tt was playing there. Guess it would hve been nice if we were there to listen to it but we were not.. so they were actually q a disturbance cos the 2 of us couldn't even hear wat each other was saying! and as we were eating...
Germy called from Australia! Haha she always has such apt timing! i remembered last yr, she called while i was in the middle of a presentation. hahaha. n germy! thx for calling! =) it was really heartwarming to hear ur voice! =)
and when we finished our meal n sitting n tokg kok, xinli said she wanted to go toilet.. din realise wat she was up to until later when we pieced everyt up.. ahha. she came back down and aft a while, this waiter came over w a cake on a plate. at first i tot the waiter served wrong table n i wanted to tell him we din order dessert.. hahah luckily my mouth slow.. hhhha so farny lo! they nv light the cake when they brought the cake over! it juz looked like a dessert cake on a plate.. but aft it was lighted, it looked so much better! n delicious! hee..
we took q a long time to light the candles cos of the stupid wind.. n took an even longer time to take photos cos apparently the ppl there seems to not know how to use a camera phone. hahaa n xinli had also requested the band to sing a bday song for us! but the person pronounced my name as lindy... hahaah wat a name... lindy hop... Thx xinli! for the celebration! made my bday complete! =) n i'm sure jing also had a part to play rite? hahaah so muz thank jing too!
pretty flower from xinli!
weitao, chunxin and toh peng also treated me to a buffet for my bday! we went vienna for dinner.. YUMS!! thanks alot! =D
and thanks to all hu remembered my bday! =D
and of cos.. thx to my dearest family! =)
time frozen at 9:33 PM
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