ME
The following sentence is a japanese proverb which i totally agree with.." Time spent laughing is time spent with the gods."
explains alot about me huh... heehee
Monday, September 17, 2007
strreessss..
everyone seems so stress. mostly w fyp n of cos other stuff as well. hmm tink i'm stress too. but its either i juz haven felt the impact yet or i had been more stress before.. so it still seems manageable.
actually i hve so much tt i wanna say n vent out.. anger.. frustrations.. excitement.. joy.. disappointments.. but it seems as tho i cant find someone suitable to rattle out to.. seems like my lousy decision-making skills and poor damage control skills have cost me 2 of the most impt ppl in my life. hmm.. sometimes i really wonder if the decisions i've made is rite. but den i'l nv know cos i'l nv know wat could've happened even if i had chosen the other choices. so tt's life.
was reading germy's blog n sth tt she said juz ^TWANG^.. hit the rite note..
"..i think its ironic, but the easiest thing to do when you're unhappy is to pretend that everything is fine. its so easy to just put a smile on your face and tell people that you're alright. its hardest when you're by yourself and you're forced to think about everything."
juz the exact words to describe how i feel.. i liked wat followed as well..
"but then, even the most wonderful of things need change right? its like music. maybe you can hold on to a musical note forever, but then it wouldn't sound like much by itself. its the change in musical notes and dynamics that bring about that incredible thing we call music:)"
germy has such a way w words. she can always put undescribeable things into words. sth tt i can nv do. maybe tt's y she is studying medicine now n i'm in ntu engine. whahhaahah. n germy! hope u dun mind me quoting u!
anw xue dedicated a post to me on her blog n reading it had really made me feel so much better. =) it made me feel tt at least i still matter to someone out there. =)
actually i hve so much tt i wanna say n vent out.. anger.. frustrations.. excitement.. joy.. disappointments.. but it seems as tho i cant find someone suitable to rattle out to.. seems like my lousy decision-making skills and poor damage control skills have cost me 2 of the most impt ppl in my life. hmm.. sometimes i really wonder if the decisions i've made is rite. but den i'l nv know cos i'l nv know wat could've happened even if i had chosen the other choices. so tt's life.
was reading germy's blog n sth tt she said juz ^TWANG^.. hit the rite note..
"..i think its ironic, but the easiest thing to do when you're unhappy is to pretend that everything is fine. its so easy to just put a smile on your face and tell people that you're alright. its hardest when you're by yourself and you're forced to think about everything."
juz the exact words to describe how i feel.. i liked wat followed as well..
"but then, even the most wonderful of things need change right? its like music. maybe you can hold on to a musical note forever, but then it wouldn't sound like much by itself. its the change in musical notes and dynamics that bring about that incredible thing we call music:)"
germy has such a way w words. she can always put undescribeable things into words. sth tt i can nv do. maybe tt's y she is studying medicine now n i'm in ntu engine. whahhaahah. n germy! hope u dun mind me quoting u!
anw xue dedicated a post to me on her blog n reading it had really made me feel so much better. =) it made me feel tt at least i still matter to someone out there. =)
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wat u wanna say?? whahaha.. :) 'cindy's life history' online textbook here.
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And all your frens will read them.
But all tt's gona matter is tt little dash between them.
- Kevin Welch