Feel so sad tdy! cos its my supe's last day of work. =(
sometimes i juz wish i was a kid again, when i can juz express all of my emotions, thoughts and feelings without giving a damn abt the rest of the world. guess growing up and all the past experiences hve taught us to control whatever we show on our faces, watever is blurted out from our mouths and watever we present in our actions. we'd tink of the consequences of expressing all these things before 'executing' them. n many times, we decide to juz keep it within us n juz let it pass.
guess this is gd when we're dealing with frustrating situations, where flaring up or expressing ur anger n irritation wont improve the situation, n may even require damage control. but its definitely a hinderance when it comes to expressing appreciation, admiration and things like tt. haiz guess its always easy to say we muz learn when we shld express wat we feel n when not to. But when the actual situation arises, its nv so easy. haha
i had wanted to tell him wat a great supe n boss he was but it nv did get out. Not like it makes a difference to him.. but it has been buggin me cos it'l be one of those 'i-shld-hve-done-it' kinda thing tt leaves me w regret. Haven had this feeling in a long time. damn. hmm maybe its friday the 13th.. tt's why.. haha ok. out of pt.
anw i went jp had dinner w some of the 54 guys. tok a ride fr larree on his bike. shiokz man! hahaa n as we were eating, weitao suddely told me abt his dream. he said he had a nightmare the night he lost alot of money to toh peng in mahjong. he dreamt tt he was playin mahjong with Hello Kitty, Keropee (the frog...), and a prawn.. WTH!! hahaa Hello Kitty and Keropee?!? WHAHAHAA.. n he dreamt tt the tiles they were playin were all weird weird ones. he got a tile w a crab on it n he asked them if it was a 'hua'. den suddenly all of them juz opened their tiles n say 'Hu!' WHAHAHA. super farny. he juz kok lo!