had 3 nightmares last night..2 of which i couldn't rmb when i woke up and the last is still vividly in my mind.

dreamt tt i had a paper the next day for a subject which in real life i'm not taking.. n in the dream i only rmbed abt the exam the morn i woke up. i had not touched tt subj before.. not only tt.. i oso did not attend any lectures for it.. n the worst part.. the exam was an open book paper and i had no notes at all to bring in cos i was not prepared!! n when i asked if anyone wanted to share their note w me, everyone juz turned away. lke duh... n when i went to the exam hall, i realised i dun even know which seat i'm in.. so i went to check w the invigilator. n she told me tt its impossible to help me check now.. den she asked me to go lib to check.. den i jolted awake.

man... it was a night of nightmares... tink wat happened last night was juz too much for me. all i wanna say to this close fren of mine is i'm so sorry... i truly am.. but i juz tink tt's for the best.. sighz.. anw not like he reads my blog la.

okies time to go back to stdyg! exams... song ar!

is relationship between any 2 ppl tt complicated n hard to understand? hahaah cos i tink i've juz managed to simplify it into sth... simpler.. haaahaha

actually, i tink a relationship between 2 ppl is all about fulfilling each other's needs n wants. these needs can be emotional or physical needs.. anyt. hahha n when one is not satisfied, the relationship turns sour. tt's all to it! so the trick is to find out wat the other person wants from u n fulfill tt while tryin to convey wat u want to the other person. Simple rite! hahhahaa n when the person cant fulfil wat u want, there must be someone else hu can.

but how come there're still so many probs in the world?? hmm so maybe its not so simple aft all.. hahaah ok anw its juz some random tot.

went sakura w my mum, dad n bro juz now! =) yums! they came all the way down to boon lay to hve dinner w me! i really tink family still the most impt. cos they'l always be there for u. hee =D

met xinli for dinner last night! went waraku at central. i tink the food is not bad! actually its gd juz tt when i was eatin i was tinkg of kuishinbo.. n kuishinbo seems more worth it (provided u go on ladies' night la) hahahaha. but omg.. haa the bowls at waraku is like HUGE.. n i'm not kiddin.. hahhah i tink its like twice the size of my face.

we went to this cake n waffles place called 'nectarie' at clarke quay n had a parfait. it was damn nice! ahahaha yummy yums yums!

looks abit like an igloo hor.. ahaaha

i cant wait for everyone ot get back again den go arnd eating n bbqing! hhaha

n before i met up w xinli i went to cut my hair.. n i tink it was q a disaster.. ahaah the cut was terrible cos the hairdresser made a mistake.. so trim trim trim den become too short.. but hte color was nice. aha i kinda like it. but i tink its a bit lian-ish.. shit. hahahaah here.. i pic of my newly colored hair..


the hairdreser took 3 hrs to cut n dye lo! hahha

i went to the clean room to receive some trng for using one of the equipment for my
FYP tdy. met my prof there n the first hing he did was to come up to me n pulled my sideburns (which are red..) and said 'red hair is not allowed in the lab'.. hahahha box him lo! he's a really farny guy.. haaah

anw.. the red will prob fade by next fri.. ahhaah everytime i wash my hair more color falls off.. n my towel gets redder.. n i went for trng tdy. even my sweat can erode the color off.. ahahaah n it stained my shirt.. wth.. n when i bathed aft tt using shampoo, the soap suds turned red.. at this rate.. it'l prob not last till next fri.. hahaha

anw tdy's trng was damn fun!! altho only 5 ppl turned up, almost everyone was fr my open team n we knew each other v well already. so we juz warmed up n started playin 3-on-3. our team manager came to join us to make up the 6th player. super farny! hahhaah. we played best of 5. i was teamed w joy (whom i tink was wat made it fun.. hahha) n the team manager. it was damn tiring but damn fun! i learnt alot n i tink i played not too bad tdy.. hahhahaa. i tink this is the best ivp trng till now. haahaha

okies i damn hungry n i need to get some work done.

i get damn disgusted w myself when ever i perform badly in a trng.. watever trng there is.

n tdy, i performed badly in 2 trngs.. sianz.. had vball trng n an ih nball frenly. i was juz in a relax n 'play play' kinda mood n i tink i juz wasted the trngs away.. n i esp hate it when there's audience. which is all the time cos there are, at the very least, teammates arnd. sianz.

so i've came to a resolution to always give my best n to focus during trngs. all trngs. ok startin tmr. ganbatte!

on to a lighter note, i've finally started stdyg! slowly but surely! hahahah n exams are like in 3 weeks time... oh man... tt's like damn fast.. okok tink i better get back to stdyg.. hahaah

today is such a eh... dunno-how-to-describe day... haha basically i nv accomplished anyt physically but i feel mentally accomplished.. sort of...haahahah

well, i muz first emphasize tt i had a quiz ystd for the killer subject (fluids) of my course. altho it only covered half the topics, my friends and i felt tt it was like stdyg for the real exam.. n thus it was kinda draining. N SOO.. its kinda justified tt i take a break tdy. hhahaha

i woke up at like 1pm. den i started reading this online comic tt my fren sent me. its titled 'Ichigo100%'. my fren told me tt tho the plot q dumb but the underlying meaning not bad. but aft finishing 4 volumes... hmm... tink its not v worth readin.. the main character is like obsessed w strawberry panties la.. n ya u read it correctly.. strawberry panties... wth.

anw i read n ate 'strawberry honey bunches of oats' (!! no i din purposely eat tt while readin the strawberry-panties centred comic!!) and read the comic for like the whole day.. i was also playin music from my directory in the background. oh n i took a break fr readin to clear 肥肥's tank. n yups. tt's all i did till now. haha

but as i was readin the comics, i heard this eminem song playin. n i realised i really like his songs. in tt the lyrics often reflect v real issues tt nobody touches on. n so i went to wiki him. n i realised there are stories behind many of his songs. n one of my fave song now is 'when i'm gone'. i loved it the first time i heard it. the lyrics is v heartwarming.

n as i was takin breaks fr reading or when i'm spacing off, i would sit n stone a little.. n i'l keep tinkg of this person. hmm i juz got to know this person recently. but somehow this person reminds me of myself in the past.. when i was more independent, more decisive, naive, simple and when everyt else dun matter as long as i'm happy. hahahhaha. more imptly, the person did the thing tt i had always wanted to do last time but nv got to do. hahah elusive huh! hahahah. but tinkg of this seemed to open up many possibilities for me n i seem to hve gone back to my old self which i tink i like better. hahahah. sigh. but aft awhile i'l be back to reality... where everyt tt happens is irreversible.. hahah juz like entropy.. ok i tink i stdy too much fluids le..

hahah anyhow, i started seeing things in a clearer and simpler view, without all the social stigmas attached and things seem to resolve on their own! hahahaah n thus i'm feeling alot more light-hearted now. n tt was the reason why i said i feel mentally accomplished tdy.. hahahah everyone shld do tt.. live life without all tt social stigmas.. hahaaah

*rumble rumble* i'm hungry. argh. where is tt stupid kiatz.. supposed to meet him for teochew porridge.. where are u??

everytime i lift my hands to my face, whether to rub my nose or push my specs, i cant help but smell this pungent smell coming from my hand.. ahaahaha GARLIC!! not implying tt i'm a vampire tho.. hee. decided to prepare dinner for my mum juz now.. made aglio olio! yums! tho the smell of garlic is still lingering on my hands, its totally worth it! n my mum baked mushrooms.. juicy n nice!!yum yums!

further more, i've got this.... TADA! =)



my guardian angel.. =))

wa i tink its the ih trng tt i juz had tt's draining me... tink cos i only had a sandwich the whole day n trng was all abt running...tt's y i'm having a terrible headache now... plus all the projs tt i was bombarded with when i got back... sianz...

I juz realised how impt it is to know how to wayang wayang... make ppl tink u damn zai.. but even more imptly, is to be able to live up to ur wayangs.. it can be q disappointing working with this kinda ppl...

hm tink i really cant tink properly le.. so i better stop before i start blabbing.. back to projs... sighz..

hahahaha yes.. i finally decided to go set up a new tagboard.. so go yak ur hearts out! =)

okies time to get back to work...

hmm finally got the long overdue answer to a qn tt i had for the last 8 yrs.. or is it 9 yrs.. haahah but it no longer has any consequence nor does it hold any meaning to me now. but it was still nice to finally find out. hmm..

was buried by project after project last week. and finally manage to catch a breather tdy. but my fyp is still a prob tho. Tink i like to 自找麻烦... went to propose a proj which is interesting but damn difficult... sianz.. but ok la. at least its MY proj. hahahaa

i miss trng. the team manager din manage to book courts for last week n this week.. so no trng till next week.. boring.. had the finals of sunig last sat. Played against NUS. Totally din expect mr lim to put me in so i was in a total mess when he suddenly told me to warm up... n before i could even stand up he already told the referee to change player....-.- so i juz rushed in.. blur as usual. but was q tyco... in the end got scolded by mr lim.. 'i dun tink its farny at all! u better play properly!' ...ZZzzz.... but it was a brief but gd experience! ok now i shall aim to play in ivp.. q impossible tho. whahhaaha

prize presentation was fun.. w my crazy teammates all aiming the food. will upload the pics when i get them. hahaha. met jit there too. he was there for soccer. dropped him off at his place since i was driving n he always drove us arnd. n yes.. i did sth dumb. i got off the PIE to drop him. den he told me to turn left den right den left to get back onto the PIE.. n so i tried to rmb n follow his directions. n yay.. got to the PIE.. only to go up the wrong direction... -.- i only found out as i was nearing NTU n ya.. i ended up where i started out from half an hr ago... ahhahah kok...

n Germy! Thx for the post! =) really appreciate it! n yea! i miss you! quick stdy hard n finish ur exams and get ur ass back here! hahaahaah

hahaaah got introed to this game by jing.

1) How are you feeling today?
玻璃鞋 - Sammi Cheng

I'm feeling like a glass shoe?? hmm... transparent? or does it mean fragile? oh! or does it mean i'm too tight for cinderella?? eh! my name is the short form of cinderella! hmm... so maybe i'm too tight for myself? hahaa wat's this.... ahhahaah

2) What is my outlook on life?
安尼 - Wang Jie

hmm... am i supposed to go find a girl named Annie to ask her abt it?

3) What does your family tink of you?
恒心 - William So n Valen Hsu

ok this one not too bad.. oh... is this song '恒心' or '恒星'? hahh nvm both oso not bad..

4) What do frens tink of you?
梦在无梦的夜里 - Wang Jie

They tink tt i'm a dream in a dreamless night? so means i'm non-existant?? hahahaha

5) What do strangers tink of you?
情人 - Alex Toh

omg... This is scary! hahaah strangers tink i'm their 情人?!

6) How is your love life?
The answer lives within - Dream Theater

wa... philosophical....

7) How will your love life be in the future?
I want you - Savage Garden

hm... how to interprete this ar?

8) Will you get married?
Summer Sunshine

ok.. i'm not sure abt this either... hopefully it means yes..

9) Will you have kids?
情人的眼泪 - Sandy Lam

and this??

10) Are you gd at sch?
Playing w the big boys - Steve Martin / Martin Short

hahaha doesn't answer the qn but its q true... engineering is full of big n smelly boys...

11) Will you be successful in life?
Rhythm Divine - Enrique Iglesias

hmm means....? got divine means shld be not bad la hor? hahaa

12) What song should they play on you bday?
Amazing - Westlife

yea man! this one is gd! haahah

13) Whatsong should they play at your funeral?
Somebody to love - Nelly Furtado

This one is not bad too! haaahahaaha

14) The soundtrack of your life?
Without me - Eminem

hmm... my soundtrack of life is witout me? so my life without me? den it wont be my life anymore....

15) You and your best frens are...?
独自在暴风雨中 - Wang Jie

hahahaah oh man... i tink this is the most accurate one le...

16) What does next yr hve in store for you?
Feel good Inc. - Gorillaz

sounds wonderful! hahaa

17) What do you do when your life gets too hard?
American Idiot - Greenday

i'l become an american idiot when life gets too hard?? hahhha

18) What song will you dance to at your wedding?
灰姑娘 - Sammi Cheng

What an apt song!! hahahh

19) How will you die?
我要的爱 - Dai Pei Ni

i'l die from the kind of love i want?? sadz..

20) Your parting words will be?
How can you mend a broken heart?

whahaahhahah see i so thoughtful... dying le still wanna ask ppl how to mend broken hearts....

ok this is really q fun. hahhhahah n farny!

'cindy's life history' online textbook here.

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