shit man. i'm losing confidence in myself. so much tt i dun even feel like playin vball anymore.
i feel so tired.
tired of myself playin like shit every game cos i always so gan cheong. tired of my lousy digging. tired of havin no one to support me on court. tired of seeing the ball land on our side juz cos no one wants to go for the ball. tired of having non fighters in the team. tired of always having to try so hard to get ppl down for trngs n games. tired of teachin ppl hu are not serious in learning. tired of feeling guilty every time we lose. tired of losing.
argh.
ok. juz had to get it all out before i breakdown. 1, at most 2, more games n tt's it! hang in there, me! hahahah. shall not be discouraged by them. hmph!
